Sunday, April 06, 2008
2 choices, stay or get outta here?
im making these choices because ive fallen into it
BY mistake. All i wish to do now, sit down, stare blank
do nothing. be negative!.
No, i think i should help but u just push me away
although its really a small matter, im pretty disappointed
on the word you asked me to..... which i think u didnt
realise it. ok ill hands off i dont blame you.
Seriously i have to admit that im full lousy at elucidating.
SO, i hope dont just because of this and a gap is builded
between us.
For those who doesnt understand what these all abt,
again for your info im writing for my own pleased. >.<
LIFE, more then 50 percent is so fcuking unfair!
why am i in this kind of rut...
What i dont wish to see or expected to be,
always turned out O.O!!
These years, the problems is like water flowing on you
possessed with worries -.-
i tot it would at least turn abit better on the following
years. FK! like it got worsen instead.
Another thing, i know i have the damn patience to wait
but dont always turned out to be falsehopes right...
not everytime i can treat it as nothing happen.
THIS above, im not applying on anyone else...
In fact im goanna blame myself outta luck! -.-
ive seen people still fully charged with luck wanted their
wishes in just a grab and how i wish i could too.
Maybe not just by saying. i have to go for it and YES,
I DID GO FOR IT! but why theres still something obstructing
my path?! or wishes turning me down?
The person who concern me most always say,
"aiya u still young where got worries one".
As long as ive stepped into this world,
there will be worries for me to face.
Just that either ill push them aside first or
keeping them to myself.
06/04/2008